Sunday 20 May 2012

Those Summer days

I remember...

How I would play around the fence and then look up with pride in my eyes. The outgrown branches of the tree stretched out and reached my bedroom's window.

The other one ~ just out side the window of the living room

If I could resurrect something from the past, it would be the flame trees that once lined the fence off the pavement. Especially the one beneath my window, obstructing any view of the world outside. It was stretched out and was so close that I could stretch my hand out and touch it. I cherished the green hue it cast into my bedroom during winters. I wished there was a park bench beneath it where I could sit and bask in its presence. In summer, it bloomed with vibrant coral-red flowers, a captivating sight and that hue would paint my bleak walls. I'd sit on the parapet, watching it for hours during twilight.

Yet, the rain made my time with the tree truly worthwhile. Standing on my toes, I'd observe the leaves trying to catch the falling drops. The tree would renew and bloom with all its beauty. Remembering, when I was five, I tied balloons to the branch, joyously jumping each time it swayed in the breeze. Sometimes, I'd sit by the window, reading, feeling the tree's silent companionship. The first short story I wrote was about this tree.

Autumns were heartless—flowers and leaves falling off, leaving behind bare branches. The pavements lined with dead leaves swept off by the wind. But in summer, it would spring again. When feeling blue, I'd think of the tree and hope for a change. It was the cycle of life that taught me what goes away comes back. The tree was cut down by TMC in 2009. The window remained shut for the whole month; I lacked the courage to open it and see the tree missing. A year later, a small branch grew and bloomed in the summer. It'll take a few more years for that branch to reach my window, and in its growth, I patiently wait. But perhaps, nobody wanted it there, except me.

Some people wonder how trees are a man's best friend. 
And I just know.


Saturday 19 May 2012

What If...

I watched Letters to Juliet today, and I cannot stop thinking about this scene at the table.

These words from the movie still resonate, lingering in the air:

" 'What' and 'If' are two words as nonthreatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: ‘What if?..."

- Letters to Juliet.


But I have a question for Juliet.


Dear Juliet,

Is it possible to love someone and not realize it?

Love,




Thursday 17 May 2012

My Relationship with Ellipsis...

Who is Ellipsis, you ask? 

I've got this love-hate thing going on with Ellipsis. Sometimes I adore them, but other times they drive me crazy, leaving me hanging with unanswered questions. I can't live without them, yet they're always causing me grief whenever he decides to drop them into our conversations.

Once, I dared to ask him, "Why the constant use of ellipses? Is there something you're not saying, leaving me to figure it out?"

And what did he reply with? You guessed it...

I was left speechless, staring at those three dots, trying to decipher their meaning. But did he ever give me a straight answer? Nope. Typical.

Yet, every now and then, those pesky ellipses surprise me. But at times, I know what he means by them. Finding them at the end of romantic lyrics texted by him whispers a thousand words to me. And sometimes, just sometimes I love them with all my heart. I can't help but smile.

But when he ends a conversation with ellipses, I can't help but feel annoyed. It's like he's leaving things unfinished, dangling in the air.

And once, just once for that turning moment, when he said: I never want this conversation to end... 
And it is left with me forever...Undying and Unspoken.

Tuesday 1 May 2012

I have a different world


alike ours

Beyond the yellow horizon.
Across the boundless sea.
Far from the madding crowd
Like a crossroad stretched ahead of its distance,
casting aside the battling heart and mind.
Losing in the endless emotions, that hide with
two worlds parted aside.
Far, far from everybody’s sight.
In the cradle of time, under  the starlit night
A place, all mine.

I have another world, far away from yours.

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